a twenty-year old
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It was just half past five when Kazuhito began to cry and woke the whole family in the early morning. I was preparing milk in the kitchen as he looked hungry, and my husband was taking care of our elder son who had wet the bed. Then the earthquake struck. We just didn’t know what happened, but I bent over the baby to protect him, put a futon over us, and the four of us stuck together until the tremors stopped.
My oldest son was already three, and he seemed to remember the disaster to some extent. He was very much scared of sleeping inside for a while. I think we survived because all of us were awake at that moment. Every time we talk about the earthquake, we say, “We might have got hurt if Kazu had not woken us up,” and “Kazu was our savior.”
The disaster appeared in textbooks, and there were always special classes about it around January 17 every year at elementary and junior high school. There was a time that I was told to discuss the earthquake with family members. I remember children gathered in a vacant lot in the neighborhood to give silent prayers to the victims and we had evacuation drills every year on that day.
I went to an elementary school where evacuated people were still living to remove mud. It had been only five months since the earthquake devastated the area. Debris was left all around the towns I saw from the bus going to Ishinomaki. Looking at them made me think that Kobe must have been like this, and then what I had heard about the Great Hanshin-Awaji Earthquake hit close to home for the very first time.
What impressed me the most was that people there mentioned Kobe such as “Oh, did you come from Kobe? Thank you very much,” every time I had opportunities to talk to the locals as a representative of our baseball team.
The first is to prevent the memory of the earthquake from fading away. Our young generation must learn what happened from the survivors and be their successors. The second goal is to say thanks. Those of us aged 20 grew up as the city and people recovered from the disaster, and we would like to send a message of gratitude via social networks such as Facebook. And finally, what we desperately want to do is to give out our original whistles by January 17, to mark the 20th anniversary of the earthquake.
You need a whistle when you are trapped under debris and have to call for help. Many people can shout loudly right after the disaster happened, but their voices can often be drowned in the noise of the helicopters of rescue teams and press, which was very shocking to know. The act of helping people and delivering the right information hampers the voices of victims…
Therefore, we began to think about giving out whistles, which can be heard even in such noise, to as many people as possible. This might be difficult for college students, but three members and I are making every effort to make this happen, asking for suggestions from staff of the Kobe City Government and entrepreneurs who arecareer instructors.
I still don’t know what I want to do as a member of society, but it is simply exciting to be a man. To grow up, I seriously think about what I should do while I am a student. People I respect—coaches of the club that I joined at junior high school and the baseball team at high school, many senior students at university, my brother—people I have met have a faith in something, a solid “core” within them. I definitely want to be like them. What’s more, I want to be a man like those whom I have met, who can listen to younger people, and never be arrogant or tell them how to live.
Kazuhito Sakoda
Kazuhito was born in Kobe in August 1994 and was just five months old at the time of the Great Hanshin-Awaji Earthquake. Having graduated from Higashinada Senior High School, he is studying at Kobe Gakuin University. He is a member of RE-Kobe, a project to commemorate the 20th anniversary of the Great Hanshin-Awaji Earthquake.
Mayumi Sakoda
Born in 1967, Mayumi is mother to three children. Her children were only three years old and a few months old when the earthquake struck. She was a housewife at the time, and is currently a nursery teacher in Suma Ward, Kobe.